I've been trying to not think about it for months.
But the Audition dates at
NIU are slowly creeping up.
and i have that feeling that i just wont make it in, be it I'm not smart enough or not good enough physically.
anyone got any tips/pointers?
Jazz lessons they wanna give me?
Or just to ease my mind about it
i doubt i'll be able to sleep tonite... ugh.
