As the title says....
So, it's been a while since I've had any heart issues, but still paranoid about it, of course.
Wondering if anyone else here has had a similar experience.
I've been afraid to do anything 'strenuous' since the night it happened, I get flustered and afraid.
I hope it passes, I feel like I'm not performing my 'wifely duties'.
I have the greatest guy, and he has infinite patience, but.....well....you're mostly guys, you know.
Enough of my personal life....I have a serious question.....
When you're used to having someone with you, especially sleeping, how do you cope when you're alone?
I hate being here alone. I'm not afraid, so much....I just like knowing someone is close just in case something happens.
We have a stand-alone ranch-style house, with a good prop of land and I'm used to living in the city (small as it is) with people right next door. I feel exposed out here when I'm alone.
I have a Glock, so I'm not really afraid if someone does come into the house, but...I'm rambling. It's late and I'm bored.
But mainly; I just miss him.
Like I said, it's late and I'm bored. All of my friends either have work or school in the morning, and I can't sleep......again.