I'll have to whine a bit now.. Sorry.
I just received a call from my sister, which told me that my grandpa is likely to die tonight. Yesterday I was just thinking that I'm going to visit him next week, as he's nearly 90 years old and his health is getting worse. Oh well, tomorrow I'm going to visit him anyway and I hope he's still alive to say goodbyes.
My grandpa has fought in two wars as a sniper, rebuild finland after wars amongst with other veterans, married woman he's still with, raised seven kids in very poor conditions and I never heard complain about anything in life.. He was full of life, fun guy to be with, he told quite a bit stories from his childhood, wars and about life decades before I (or my father) was even born.. And now he's going away. Damn...