Join Date: Oct 2007
Location: Victoria - BC, Canada
Women ... (small rant - no hurt intended)
Women... we men need em', yet sometimes we just wanna shoot em'.
I am so hurt badly right now that it makes me wonder why i had to go put my finger in the fly trap so quickly. I hooked things up again with an ex girlfriend of mine. Summer break up had been bad and really stupid, so since we were kinda getting into each other, we decided to give it another shot. When we broke up, she claimed she had trouble dealing with the fact that we fought some times. But fighting is normal isn't it ? Hell i'd be worried if we didn't argue. This girls' problem is she is as dumb as a bag of bricks. God she always thinks she is right, just as much as i do, but when there is fault placed i pay my dues and admit myself to be wrong. She on the other hand always says its me and when i recall such instances where she was clearly out of line, she then goes ahead and blames me of always putting the blame on her. It makes my brain fry!
Today something dumb happened. She was being distant and i asked why. Biggest ****ing mistake. We get into a little arguement and she over blows it to gigantic **** proportions. I am talking about 2 tons of bull****. I start apologizing fearing that this **** would get bigger. And then she gave me the silent treatment. she claims she is pissed and can't just forget about it. She asked me to drive her home and that was it. I've been aching all day. I hate this so much - it's driving me insane. I love the girl and she loves me , but something tells me she is taking it so bad that she's just gonna fall out of love. Which sucks for me cause it's always me getting the **** end of the stick. For once i'd like to fall out of love and call it quits. Life was better before i came back to her. I had plenty of good times, no falling in love and unforgettable memories.
I could go on forever, but il stop here to save bandwidth.
I love her tons, i show it everyday, everything she needed i have given her , i am always there when she needs a shoulder to rest on and i am always there for her when she needs my help. I hate feeling like i am counting the deeds, but in comparison, i've practically given her the world even though i knew she only needed me to be happy, and in return, when something silly happens, i get this.
Now i hope things will be fine. She said to give her some time.
I don't know what to do, and i guess maybe i could use some advice if anyone cared to read over my pathetic feelings lol.